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20060212 9:42 AM

there's always this chain reaction. once somebody posts, (usually jeanne) jiayi and i would post as well. and then this blog is left dead for months again. okay, keep it alive people (: and get olly and yuhan to post as well!!

anyway, i will. i will go and jiayou you guys okay. so GET THAT TEAM GOLD. i will be so happy for you i'll be crying like mad. its true that we'll never be a team again. and that makes me sad. it really does. i can't believe how time passes so fast. i can still taste the motivation to do the best for competitions, the exhaustion after every training and that sweet pure joy i've never ever felt before so strongly when we won (:

i remember standing beside the tramp, waiting for yuhan to finish her tao. i remember seeing olly's scores. i remember rushing back to the rest of nanyang gym. i remember hugging anyone just in sight. i remember jumping up and down, screaming, cheering. for that one team gold. for that team gold i've worked so hard for 2 years for. i remember crying so hard out of happiness. out of pure happiness. i truly truly felt the nanyang spirit then.

there were of course regrets. why didnt i jump higher. i should have jumped higher. za-ed like shit. is that really how i lost my individual gold? i would never know, really. but what i know is that i don't care. i dont care anymore. i was 0.1 point less to individual gold and that is really an affirmation of my tao already. besides, jeanne and jiayi got it. and i'm proud of them. my dear teammates.

7.5 was a score i never thought i would have got. and i got it.

i still feel so happy, so elated thinking back on comp day. and i want to feel that again. even though its not for myself. its for my juniors, my seniors and my teammates. i want to feel that again.

how can we never be a team again, jiayi? we were never separated. we were always a team. and we always will be. forever. (:

yining.


all five, we fly








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